Think, Then Say

You may think something so simple can't cause pain
but i wanna let u know, you're totally wrong
sometimes these things that seem so plain
are the things that leave wounds lasting for long.

Perhaps a person called stupid in his youth days
has had that in his mind, always trying to get rest.
Now he's grown-up taking life his own way
but one person can bring back those memories and his mind infest.

You may think that them getting upset is silly
but you can't judge with no knowledge of their past.
"I'm hurt" to you also sounds silly
but in their hearts you've left a bruise that will last.

Just throwing out whats on your mind
not knowing the damage that can come with those words.
To their pain you're so deaf and blind
as you bring out one after another sword.

Why can't you just think before you say
that perhaps these words can strike hard.
Better keep it in and don't say
something YOU think they'll disregard.

Love Is Painful

So here i am torn apart
but this time it was because of you
you stabbed me in the heart
and left me wounded, not knowing what to do.

I would never think you had it in you
the ability to talk back like you did
but i guess it's my fault too
should've seen it coming when i asked what i did.

You know how to fight back, you're strong
enough to start an argument anytime.
Thought it wasn't in you, but I was wrong
too good to be true, guess it was my time..

Besides all this, the way you feel worries my brain
putting your feelings over mine in every case
and taking on all necessary pain
to once again see that smile on your face.

My friend says you don't deserve me
that i should move on and leave you
but i told her that cant be
because no matter what I still care and love you.

Stop Pretending

You brag about all these people you know
so much that people tell you to slow.
Yet when the attention leaves your side
with tears you whisper what you hide.

You say you can't come and learn
you've got plans and time to earn.
Yet when you bring back a photo or two
the only person there is you.

You say they tell you secret things
and soon it'll come down to everything
yet when life feels like hell
you've got no one to tell.

You break a smile and say you're fine
but you tend to always leave out the main line
how to them you're only the puppet kind
and just to feel wanted, you don't mind.

Stop, take it as a fact
this is no more than a deceiving act.
You say you know the world
but about that, the world don't know a word.

Nothing else matters to me!

I love you so much
Your hugs, kisses, and loving touch.
I won't and can't let you go
You can make it through, I know so!

Struggling in school to keep my mind in place
when I can't help but think of you in that horrifying place.
Can't believe something like this can happen to you,
Still fresh in my mind when I found out too.

The pain drives you crazy, I can tell
But I hope they're treating and feeding you well
Always keep that smile going, don't let it fade
For seeing you cry cuts like a blade.

I promise to stick with you till the end
You're my aunt and an amazing friend!
Nothing else matters to me
But seeing you healthy and happy as can be!!

What does it mean

Im not sure how to say this
cause honestly im confused
is it something I miss
Or was it love misused

If it's you then its never me
And when it's me its never you
I want it to be "we"
yet the chances I got were maybe two

I want to give my all
into this relationship, but how
im scared to slip and fall
for after all there's no progress till now

We can text and laugh everyday
but what does it really mean
in the end will it all pay
or is it just a stage of teen

My feelings are confused, it's clear
And im not sure about anything
not if the end is near
Nor if this love even means something ...

Not Ready To Say Good-Bye

I can't explain this fear that surrounds me
But I know I feel tense and uneasy.
I'm drowning in a faithful sea
Yet his words are enough to make me feel queasy.

They still echo in my mind
But come on he can't be right!!
He's confused and probably blind
Yea that's probably it oh right!

He's imagining things, just spitting out lies.
I've never even heard of such a thing
but the definition shows he's a lunatic in disguise
And deception is what he likes to bring.

There can't be anything wrong
That is except his response.
I know ill be fine, so long
As I keep ensconced.

I mean it can't be over, its NOT
ima fight to win this lie,
Give up I can not
For I'm not ready to say good-bye...

Action speaks louder then words

Sitting in the silence of the night
I yearn for that shining light.
thinking of you and the things you do
Wishing it was spread to me by those close too.

For they only say but don't do
'I love you' can seem all so true
but through the actions of the day
It seems off all the way

Yet it's different with you
You may not say, but you do
You take time to sit with me
And show me how much you care bout me.

I wish they'll learn from your ways
So I wont cry another day.
They'll know how to make me feel lit
N there will never again be pain to deal with.

Never meant to be

I dont get whats wrong with me
but look, this friendship cant be.
I just cant go on everyday
with the same thing left to say.

Me and you can no longer be
take your way, and go as far away from me
for i cant take this any longer
even though i wish i was stronger.

I thought you were differnt then others ive met
but the same stupid thing is what i get!!
seeing now, comparing, its all the same
should ive seen it earlier, but im the one to blame.

Me and you dont and would never click
being with you just makes me sick
so whats the point of suffering this way
if your love is fading anyway?!

Dont text me, dont call
between us theres an unbreakable wall
Theres nothing left between you and me
showing that i told you this was never meant to be